Today I was thinking about you as we start to plan how we are going to spend your 1 year passing anniversary. One thing is for sure Mum and I will spend it with Kate and Bob. We were thinking of going to the lifehouse for a few days, Frinton held such happy times for us. I remember the surprise for your birthday when Kate planned a little break there for the two of you and when Mum and I came along and you didn’t know. The look of surprise on your face when we knocked on the door, until you began to cry… but with tears of happiness…. What a wonderful weekend we had… Bubbly in the Jacuzzi, Bob bringing us Chinese, You and Mum attempting to do Zumba which really entailed you swaying in the background. I loved our breaks away; you always made them so enjoyable… always took care of everyone. I miss you so much and I think how cruel life can be sometimes to take you away so early. They always say the good go young and in your case its true. You had such an effect on everyone’s life, especially on mine… I will never forget how much you did for me and I wish I could just give you a big hug. Love you always and forever. Nicola